What if the fact you can see “the Light” clearly, means you have experienced a spiritual kind of rebirth, awakening to a another dimension of existence? Life in two similtaeous dimensions.
“Believest thou this?”
We can’t experience what we can’t see.
“And Elisha prayed, and said, Lord , I pray thee, open his eyes, that he may see. And the Lord opened the eyes of the young man; and he saw: and, behold….2 Kings 6:17 KJV